| random.. got bored |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|12:51 am] |
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| | dave matthews | ] |
1. Are you an innie or an outie? umm both..
2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? yeah
3. Have you ever written a song? um no didn't get that talent
4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? mayb
5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex`s bathroom? yep
6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? probably
7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your french fries? beside but if it gets on its no big deal cuz um ur gunna put ketchup on it anyways
8. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? nope dont have that talent either
9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? yeah.. until 3rd grade
10. Have you ever broken a mirror? nope
11. Have you ever put your tongue on a frozen pole? no.. mayb an ice cube
12. What is your biggest pet peeve? when you can hear people chewing but their mouths are closed.. ahh i hate that noise!
13. Do you slurp your drink after its gone? umm all the time? lol
14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? duh!
15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? big mac.. i guess
16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? nope
17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? plastic
18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza? false
19. Did you have a baby blanket? yes! and i still do.. its on my bed...
20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? yeah.. i had a knot and i um just cut it off haha .. big mistake
21. Have you ever sleepwalked? nope
22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? nope
23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? nope
24. Are you double jointed? nope.. dont got skillz
25. If you could be any age, what would you be? um old enough for my parents not to over protect me anymore.. w/e age that ends up being
26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? once... my brother put it in my hair
27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? nope
28. What is your dream car? hm im startin to like those new durangos and jeep cherokee lookin things
30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark had attacked a child? definatly not 31. How many cavities do you have? none
32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? no.. dont have a dog
33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first? try to get out of the car
34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? no
35. Can you pick something up with your toes? yeah.. but it kinda depends on what
36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? quite a few
37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? no
38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? have no idea
39. How many foreign countries have you visited? um 1... france
40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? thats a big no!
41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? depends on how poor.. but poor and happy
42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? well wouldn't either still make you sink?!
44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? um i just call my mom or go to map quest first
45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? i think..
46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? alice in wonderland
47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? box of crayons
48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? white.. if thats what you mean by light
49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? scrambled!
50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? um i dont think so |
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| pretty much a boring day |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
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well this morning i got up early thinkin the cleaning lady was goin to be coming at like 8:30 or 9:30... so i woke up at 9 (not purposely) but then i was like ok shes not here yet and i feel back asleep for like an hour and then decided to get up and i ate breakfast while doin hw and watchin tv and then i basically watched tv all day and was really f-in bored!
but these two days (saturday and sunday) have been the slowest two days of my life cuz ever since i felt school after the talent show or friday after haning out with michael ive been waiting to see him again and monday just seems so far away! an it is i like can't stand being away from him! theres just something about him that makes me want to b with him all the time! i just love him so much!! i wish we could just run off and get married right now hehe cuz i already know im gunna b happy with him for the rest of my life! |
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| i can't help it/ this is who i am/ and i'm sorry but i can't just go turn off how i feel |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|08:27 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | tbs | ] |
today was two months for me and michael! yay thats a long time even tho
its felt like longer! i just love him to death..seriously
idk wat id do with out him
hes my life
my love
my everything
(idk if thats from something or not but its true)
i think it has to b love.. ive never been so happy in my life and i
can't even begin to describe how i feel he just makes me so happy he
doesn't even have to say anything just seeing him makes my day! :)
but
when he does say something its usually something that makes me feel
good about myself or something to brighten my day if i had a bad one or
mayb its just the late night talks we have on the fone but no matter
what i know he'll always be there for me and he always will be |
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| ...i want you to want me for who i am... |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|12:50 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my cousins cd | ] |
ok yay last night i went out to eat with my moms side of the family at outback for michael and patricks birthday!! hehe and then christy gave me the cd of michaels song and i came home and listened to them all night
heres one:
.::.who i am.::.
.::.michael whitworth.::.
you say you like the funny guys
sorry im not like that
you say you like the guys that like to make a fool out of themselves
so i wrote this song for you
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am
i dont wanna have to change to make you like me
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am the way i am
you always joke around about the knight in shining armor that i am for you
im not jokin' around, no im serious now
i wanna be with you
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am
i dont wanna have to change to make you like me
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am the way i am
i want you to want me for who i am
not who i pretend to be
to go deeper then i can
to know every part of me
i want you to want me for who i am
and not who i pretend to be
and if u agree, to be with me
im yours
theres a choice now
go on and make it
i offer you my hand out
go on and take it
if you're have as amazed with me as i am with you
then i'll quit my life to pay the price
what ever it takes to be with you
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am
i dont wanna have to change to make you like me
i dont wanna have to change to make you like the way i am the way i am
i want you to want me for who i am
not who i pretend to be
to go deeper then i can
to know every part of me
i want you to want me for who i am
and not who i pretend to be
and if u agree, to be with me
im yours
that one is my favorite cuz i speaks how i feel and i can really relate to it!
wow i really love my cousin for writing that or idk how i would have expressed these feelings
and then idk michael(ok now im not talkin about my cousin) just knows how to make my day the best day i have ever had...i can't exactly tell you what he said but it was amazing...it made me cry! hehe and hes been in st simmons this whole weekend and ive missed him a lot and idk hes been really sweet to me lately and i miss seeing him... |
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| HAPPY TURKEY DAY! |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|03:07 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | simple plan - everytime | ] |
ok yay today is thanksgiving isnt' that exciting! and the family is comin over at like 4 or 5 most likely 5
and wow ok i think i broke a record of sleeping or something cuz i woke up at like 10 til 2 so ive been up for only like 2 hours how crazy is that?! and i probably would have slept longer but my mom came in a said i needed to get up bc ppl would b here soon and she needed to vaccum which was ok cuz i got like a full 12 hours of sleep last night cuz i was up until 3 talking to robby! woo that was fun we had a really long late night conversations! yay good times!
michael is still in fla...i think he gets back tomorrow but i texted with him last night so its all good cuz i got to talk to him and then he was in my dream last night so i kinda go to see him lol haha
but yeah anyways...
well ive had a really good day so far and yesterday was fun too!
oh yes about yesterday! lol my b i almost for got!
ok well yesterday i woke up at like freaking 9 o'clock after goin to bed at like 1 and i have no idea y then i basically did nothing i all day bc i was home alone until like 4:15 so i sat around and watched tv took a shower and texted michael while he was on his long ass drive down to st simons
then susan called me up and asked if i wanted to have a pj party with her and robert and i was like YEAH that would b fun we asked robby to come but his father was not goin to let him engage in any socail activities that night so he said no and then we asked jonathan(jon) bc he was intown for thanksgiving break from military school and me and susan really wanted to c him....well he couldn't come either cuz his sister got intown from college and he hasn't seen her since august but that he would do something with us on friday(doughtfull) he never committs to anything bc there is always some excuse as to y he can't come and plus supposidly ryan is having ppl together bc he is intown from fla but he hasn't told me anything and i miss him too so i wanna c him! and then mayb im supposed to c justin this weekend too idk wow so many things planned kinda that r never gunna work out so im never gunna do anything oh well
ok yeah ANYWAYS back to yesterday....
so susan and robert get here and we eat pizza and have a really funny convo at the table cuz susan was just acting crazy like usual and that was fun then we went back to the game room and watched elf on the ps2 and we laughed and laughed! haha and then when it was over we did the fun and games feature thing and robert did all the game and he won! wow he is just so good!(they were made so that little kids could do it too...fyi) and then we turned it off and watched the end of friends and then watched sex in the city susan left in the middle of that so she could get home in time for curfew(how ever u spell that) and then me and robert went back to watching sex in the city....it was a very interesting episode lemme tell ya! lol i guess u had to b there unless u watched it last night too!! lol haha
but then that was over and roberts dad came and he left and thats when my convo with robby started until about 3 in the morning! |
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| ...Welcome to my LIfe |
[Nov. 23rd, 2004|05:14 pm] |
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| |  crushed about tonite. i guess | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blue and yellow - the used | ] |
yay today was the last day of school before break! but sad part is i didnt see michael at all today and then tomorrow he is leaving for the beach. :( and then another sad thing is he lives far away and him chad and austin r all goin to c a movie and i can't go cuz their in newnan and i have to go out to dinner for my brothers bday :( i wish i could c him before he goes...
and yay today is p-hub's birthday!!! hes the big 1 2!! woo!! hehe hes gettin so big! and scary next year hes gunna b a teenager! wow this is all to scary for me! lol
also i hate dreary rainy days because it makes me tired/ sad i guess idk i just dont like them too much |
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| The Day Before You... |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|06:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | green day _boulevard of broken dreams | ] |
today was ok i guess... i refuse to talk to charlie cuz he is just really pissing me off and i just dont know how to tell him with out making him so mad that he wont listen to what im saying because everytime i feaking try to tell him something he cuts me off to try to cover for something that he did! urg! y does he have to b so difficult all the time! i know he needs help/moral support but i just wanna give up on helping him with that cuz i just dont wanna deal with it anymore i mean i dont know wat to say all i can do is tell him not to and i know all he is doing is just lying to me so that i think he is getting better but i know hes not all he does to me is lie!! wat kinda of "good" friend does that to somebody?! y can't he just put all this shit on someone else!? y did he have to start all this in the first place! i just want to tell someone about his problem so they can help him cuz i can't do it anymore...i talked to chad about it cuz he wants to help him too but he told me not to go to any one yet and to just wait but ive been waiting all year and all he is doing is getting worse and just telling me that he is cutting back! and i dont know what to do anymore! im so lost in all of this i just wanna drop it and have nothing to do with it anymore its like all i ever think about anymore and i just want it gone! some days i just feel like crying and wishing that my tears would just take it all away.....
well thats expressing how i feel right now and i dont know how better to put it then that so yeah... |
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| at school |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lose my breath - destiny's child | ] |
hey yall! im at school right now and me and ally r in the computer lab while she writes her essay for english! woot we r having a blast let me tell ya! hehe
well yea so once again i got bored(like always) i decided to write! but yeah i have to serve d hall again to day woopdy do! and then we have psats tomorrow sounds and then dhall again tomorrow! and i missed retakes for pictures today! sounds like a great week huh?! i thought so! |
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| im bak!! |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|03:04 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | bottom of a bottle - smile empty soul | ] |
hey yall! i havent posted since like july but thats ok cuz im bak now!
i just had too much stuff to write about my summer and go to lazy to type all of it! lol typical me i guess
and plus starting back school has been takin up time since is like a fucking life now and it sucks when ur tryin really had to do well!
well over this long weekend ive managed to go to the riverwood game on friday and a family bday dinner on saturday nite at the cheesecake factory! yummy!! (i think ive gained like 5 pounds this weekend wit all the food ive eatin too! lol)
well yeah that is my update! hehe |
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| ahh!!! |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|12:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | dashboard | ] |
i just realized once again i have less then a month until i turn 16!!!! i have 2 days less then a month which means that 2 days ago i had a month until my bday!! yay yall hall have to call me on july 26th and wish me a happy sweet 16 cuz ill b at the beach!!! yay!! im pumped!! |
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